[Note : Thank you so much George, Hazel, Kimmy and Hannah from Auckland for your outstanding and thoughtful generosity; your brother/brother-in-law, sister-in-law/tita, nephews/cousins, niece/cousin are all so grateful for your gifts (shown above) from Auckland all the way to Wellington! Maraming maraming salamat po and please hug and kiss all our rellies back home in Manila! Advance Maligayang Pasko to all our kabayan in New Zealand, the Philippines and the rest of the OFW and migrant world! ]
THE TOPIC/S of the day are our kabayan’s outstanding performances in this year’s beauty pageants, and the despicable act of a political scion having security guards arrested just for doing their job chillingly reminiscent of Martial Law days, but the urgency now tends to a more personal topic, and one hopefully that you can help me with.
You see, for the first time in years and years, I have a little barya set aside for gifts for my loved ones. The usual austere mood and logistics dictate that I can only think of gifts for my immediate kin, but it is still a formidable task. I have little excuse not to think of them, they have after all been so nice and thoughtful to me this year.
More than once I saw sentiments like this posted in social networks like Facebook (actually FB is the only network I’m on) : This year I decided to have a low profile Christmas, thinking of those who can’t even have a decent celebration in their own homes, those who are still in the painful process of recovering from recent tragedies…. I have no gifts nor cards to send to family and friends….for there are others who need them (or their equivalent ) more. But rest assured, you’re always in my thoughts and prayers… Happy holidays, everyone!
I felt something similar to the above, but I JUST HAVE to send a token of appreciation to the people mentioned, especially since I hadn’t done so for so long. Mahal, who is my caregiver (I’m cranky and creaky when I’m tired and hungry, which is often), driver, cook, muse, lover and everything else in my life; Panganay, who reminds me of more adventurous and difficult times in the distant past; Ganda, who is the light of my life and remains as malambing as the time she was in diapers; and Bunso, whose energy and inspiration never fail to brighten my day.
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I have not had an ideal relationship with Panganay. For a significant block of his pre-adolescence I was occupied with problems of my own, and ultimately he, among his siblings, bore the brunt of my neglect and immaturity. We have both made attempts (in varying intensities) to repair our relationship, but it hasn’t been an easy task.
It’s part of human nature to use Christmas and other happy occasions to improve our relationship, and as naively as an old-school father can get, I have taken the time to meet Panganay and his new girlfriend. This time with one hand tightly clutching my pamasko and the other holding Mahal’s arm, I’m hoping that the holidays can help us form a bond that can only strengthen in time.
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Ganda has always been sweet and solicitous of her father, even in our leaner, bleaker days. I remember coming home from NZ once, and she was so afraid I would leave the next day before she woke up, that she insisted on sleeping next to me and tightly clutching my hand until she fell asleep. Needless to say, by the time she woke up, my hand was no longer there.
Ganda is fully adult now, mature for her age as she ever was, but she still worries for me like she did before. Too tired, too wet, too hungry and now too old, she never ceases to show her concern and ask if I’m these things, and therefore she never ceases to amaze me. Even when I ask her if I she needs extra funds for whatever, she almost always declines, and we can only show her some hospitality by treating her and hey boyfriend to a little lunch, dinner or merienda.
YES, her boyfriend, and they have been together for a year now. Beyond the usual expectations and keeping my hopes up, he has been the perfect gentleman and has shown us every courtesy and concern that a Pinoy boyfriend can give. THAT is enough for me for now, and obviously he is more than a Christmas gift for Ganda to treasure.
I have to think long and hard before giving Ganda a nice little gift, for not only have I not given her much for some time now, she also truly deserves one, for all the reasons there can be.
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Bunso is, to put it bluntly, having the best time of his life in New Zealand. His special circumstances would not allow him to fully enjoy himself back home, but now he has the freedom, friends and supportive family in his new home away from home, Wellington. Along the way he has shown remarkable development in his attitude, personality and smarts. He has truly come into his own.
I honestly don’t know what to give him for Christmas, because he is just starting to discover himself. He has combined two incredible traits, and I don’t say this just because I’m his dad : he is unselfish, and he is thoughtful. As a son, brother, friend and colleague, he is a gift to everyone.
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It’s hard to put into words what Mahal is to me, so I won’t even try : she is everything to me. So much so that giving her a gift this gift-giving season is truly a challenge. Fortunately, she has helped me : inasmuch as December is Christmas and our anniversary month AND her birthday, she has offered to allow me to consolidate all these gifts into one, as long as it’s special.
Can you help me think of a truly special gift for her?
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